i must have ripped
a million petals from
thousands of flowers
to see if you'd come back
when you didn't
i shoved them
as far down
the garbage disposal
would allow
i have to wonder
if you're sitting there
blaming me for everything
that took a turn for the worst
the reality is i did nothing
but treat you right
and waited patiently
like the fool i am
i still question though
was it something i said
a wrong thing i did
or is there someone else
but i'm probably just
wasting my time, words
and too many tears
on things that don't matter
once again the curtain falls
on another pathetic performance
another chapter closed
in this twisted novel of mine
more broken promises
and shattered dreams
another piece of my heart
ripped and torn to shreds
answer me this;
are you happy now?
i never knew you'd find me by hushed-lullabies, literature
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i never knew you'd find me
i thought boys like you
only existed in novels or films
or inside my head
boys who say things like
'i love you more than water loves the beach'
and talk about kissing every inch of me
if you are from a novel
that makes you my augustus, no doubt
i only hope you'll never fade away
our moments exist only in my head at the moment
planning our time together, slowly counting down
awaiting the day i'll finally be in your arms
believe me when i say you're perfect
inside, outside, and every other way
at the very least, perfect for me
my heart's grown rather fond of you
we both enjoy your company immensely
and hope you decide to stay for awhile
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to the end of the earth
if you should die
before the right time
i would hope the world
would stop spinning
and start crumbling away
until gravity was nonexistent
and i would run to the edge
until my feet lifted off the ground
and i was united with you once more
i'm a fallen angel
with cracked wings and a bleeding heart
trying to rise above the hell
i fight with everyday
a beacon of hope
in others' darkness
fighting til the end
even if i fall along the way
i hope God still wants me
even after all the wrong i've done