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loveYou are the sunlight
I love to wake up to
And hope to always see
Every morning someday
You've grown a garden
Of love inside my soul
From the seeds of kisses
You planted on my skin
You truly are an angel
Walking among the devils
That inhabit this world
Driving us all to madness
You've made the lyrics
In all my favorite love songs
Come to life with each melody
We make on our own
you're my muselike a man out at sea
i can appreciate the ocean
but i've found it much closer to home
inside your shimmering crystal eyes
like a painter with a canvas
i used my fingers as a brush
all around your pale body
to paint a picture of our love
like the farmer planting his crop
we've sown our seeds of love on each other
and watered them with tears and kisses
with the hope we'll grow stronger together
this is our summerremember our feet
hanging off the dock
cheesecake for breakfast
the ducks quacking for more bread
plastic, neon orange kyacks
falling into the river
the lazy afternoon in the hammock
singing love songs to each other
showing our love to each other
tracing the outline of your face
to memorize it in my dreams
when I had to go away again
walking through the zoo
like excited little five-year-olds
proudly holding your hand
lacing your fingers in mine
'what's your favorite fish?'
we just couldn't decide
stuffed puppy for you, old
fennec fox for me, new
'this is her 'friend', Kari'
'those boys better watch out'
stinging pang of irritation in my heart
for the lack of acceptance
your hand in mine
every step of the way
brokeni. i don't know
if i'll ever understand
why you walked away
and made that summer morning
feel like the coldest winter
ii. you act like
it's all my fault
and can't even see
how much it's killing me inside
iii. oh honey please
stop playing the victim card
it really doesn't suit you very well
especially when i know the truth
iv. do you understand
everything you've done
or are you going to keep
boy from my dreamsi had a dream last night
about a boy with stars in his eyes
who made me feel more alive than ever
and made my heart leap more than fish begging for food
he kissed me so unselfishly
and held me as if he was scared i'd break
trying to put me back together
with each kiss, hand hold, and shared sigh
'you're beautiful, every little piece darling'
his voice melted my insides and the drops
so full of joy ran out my eyes
and he kissed them all away
I will break youYou held my heart
Until your hands froze
And shattered to a million pieces
You turned and ran
Like I had told you
'I break everyone.'
You refused to believe it
And did all you could
To piece me back together
I'm sorry to say it my dear
But you failed rather miserably
wise heartYou told me the story of that tattoo with you and your old lover's names and how your new one would dig her nails deep into the name away until you bled, every chance she could get, angry and jealous because you believed in forever.
'what a shame forever shatters so easily...'
I could see a hint of sadness in your eyes when you talked about her.
thinking back now, it was such a beautiful story that I couldn't appreciate until now, and you will always be one of the wisest, kindest people I have ever interacted with. I hope you are well, old friend.
Maybe I'll see you again soon...
self-portrait (in writing)i. I believe in love, music, and myself
because that's what's gotten me through
the tough stuff better than anything else
ii. a big voice doesn't mean anything
if the lyrics don't speak to me
iii. so go on and let me down
for the millionth time
and turn your back to me
after you've lit a fire in my heart
so strong you'd swear
my whole body was in flames
iv. i'm trying not to think about you too
(it's not working very well)
for what it's worth
i miss you too
lesbianShe treads carefully down the hall
Trying hard to ignore them all
Glares of hatred, harsh tongues full of words of disgust
Cutting people down in their world is a must
She doesn't interact, only races to her locker
Avoiding them who judge her for loving another
To them it's sick, disgusting, wrong
To her their love is like a song
Unending, beautiful, and necessary
Hoping one day they can marry
But she is still condemned for her love
Of a girl who is surely from Heaven above
You heard correctly friends, oh yes it is true
She loves a girl, with blonde hair and eyes so blue
The only thing that keeps her going each day
Is being able to see her lover some way
So she lives her life the way she wants
Because she is happy and doesn't flaunt
Living in her world full of dreams
Trying to avoid letting out her screams
For she is happy with just thoughts of her
Which lets the school days pass by in a blur
Counting down to when she'll be in her arms once more
In her safe, warm place with
My DreamI dream of a girl, alone in the world,
Whose problems can be solved by me.
I become her hero, protector in the night;
She loves me and wants me to stay.
But I always say no, tell her it can't be,
That I am cursed to forever be lonely.
But she holds me close and says she's the same,
And together, two cursed become stronger.
So I stay and protect her as we live in a dream
That could never come to fruition.
Because there is no girl out there waiting for me.
I'm no prince in shining armor.
One YearThat name
Lingers at the back of my mind
A year has passed
Ever so fast
Yet i'm still sad
I feel too bad
I need to stop
And move on
So why cant i?
First Girl too
I'm so confused
Am i this am i that
I've told people now
I cant go back
I'm hoping that special person
Will walk into my life
And stay this time
Because i want someone to hold me into the night..
Love poemYour laugh is contagious
so preppy and happy
I get so giggly
will you laugh with me?
So pretty is your complexion
with skin so lovely
so soft and peachy
all I know is your oh so pretty
I came to you
came to your rescue
I saved you
next I knew, you shun me
am I just a cast away?
I'll swim to shore
show you I'll be there for you
she broke my heart
is this what I'v become?
a worthless piece of shit?
am I just a no one?
tears streaming down
my cheeks flush red
why do I still care?
she broke my heart
smashed it to smithereens
she never cared
but I still do
JuliaDo you know? Of the nights I stay up with toast and root beer, listening to 'Death Cab For Cutie' just because their songs sound like you; soft, sad and rough at the edges. Would you care if I told you?
Sometimes I ponder which season is my favorite, and I can't choose because you're warm like summer, but you always wear the colors of fall. If I could only decide, then I'd know if I preferred your full and warm smile to your shy and coaxed one.
You're so unsure, it makes me wonder what you search for. If you'd just tell me, I'd give it to you. Are you afraid that I'd judge your wishes? I wouldn't, as long as they came from your heart. That's the best part of you, because you've made me work to stay inside it.
I wish you'd stop thinking about your future, you're forgetting to enjoy the present. Then again, I'm not much better. I daydream of you in black and white, the whole thought being like an Audrey Hepburn movie; always a klutz and a teacher. I've played each role, but you're genera
How I long for you
That soft touch of your hand running along my calf
Your strong arms wrapped around my chest
How often I catch myself staring at my phone
Hopeing that I'll get a text with your latest "I love you"
I hold my pillow close at night
Because I cannot hold you
How I long to say, I'm going to see my boyfriend
Instead of saying I'm off to see a friend
I long to stand with you as the water rushes over our forms
To press myself against you
To hold my face against your chest
To kiss you
To wake and see your face smiling down on me
As it did the day after we finally met in person
How I long for your touch
I miss you, and i can't say i'm sorry
because these slender, spider fingers
ache to trace the curved letters of your name tag,
emily. i notice you write everything in caps.
( have i ever told you
how much i enjoy saying your name, -EMILY. )
you are screaming to the world, quietly.
but we, we are mid-morning whispers
over stale, back room coffee,
silent eyes, and window pane love.
these hearts were runaways once;
hitchhikers on a trail to nowhere.
you shared pieces of yourself with me then,
emily, between beats and bathroom stalls.
you were a gargoyle under the heat
of july summer. evenings were our playground;
rose garden beasts lingering in feverish night.
On the Way DownI'm just a
who's in love
if I caused you
I couldn't resist.
You pulled me in
elastic rubber band.
I banged up my
shins and even
on the way down,
I didn't even make
I won't be
till I'm asleep
in your arms.
Goodnight KissesYour heart's a mess
I confess the same.
I know it hurts
I beg you
don't give up
There are much greater
things to come.
There are great things
in store for you.
I've got a lot of
love to give
and I intend to
give it to
all of you.
sitting and waiting
for judgement day,
for your prayers to
finally be answered,
to be saved.
I'll be your
I'll be your
I'll be your
I'll be your
I'll be your
I'll be your
I'll never leave you
you don't have
to cry on your own
I'll be there with you,
holding your hand.
It doesn't matter
if you're young
or you're poor,
I'll love you
till your scars
It doesn't matter
if you're big
or you're small,
I love you all
just the same.
That I promise
will never change.
You are mine,
as I am yours.
What hurts you,
just the same.
we're not so different
If only they could see
what I see,
a beautiful soul
in need of
CagedHave you ever been locked in a cage?
Dog crates can be unlatched from the inside.
I can pop out ceiling tiles over an equiptment cage.
With determination, I can scale a barbed wire fence.
Every physical cage I have been in, I've found a way out of.
But not all cages are physical.
For years I was trapped in a cage called Abuse.
Through fear and "respect", I was unable to fight.
Another cage layer was depression.
With time they were unlocked
By an unknown keeper of keys.
There is one cage today
That still locks me tight.
It wards away hugs, and kisses, and love.
For years I have tried to break out
Of this cage some say I built for myself.
This cage is called "______sexuality"
what I knowI know fish swim and birds fly
The sky is blue and grass is green
I know I am so proud to call you mine
And your eyes are the loveliest I've seen
I know I want our love to stay so strong
As mighty as the ocean waves
It could keep the largest ship afloat
And stay sturdy in any storm
I know your kisses
Are sweeter than any nectar
And your hold on my heart
Is stronger than any titanium
I know you're the most beautiful soul
I've been lucky enough to hold on to
And I never want to let you
Slip through my fingers
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