i must have ripped
a million petals from
thousands of flowers
to see if you'd come back
when you didn't
i shoved them
as far down
the garbage disposal
would allow
i have to wonder
if you're sitting there
blaming me for everything
that took a turn for the worst
the reality is i did nothing
but treat you right
and waited patiently
like the fool i am
i still question though
was it something i said
a wrong thing i did
or is there someone else
but i'm probably just
wasting my time, words
and too many tears
on things that don't matter
once again the curtain falls
on another pathetic performance
another chapter closed
in this twisted novel of mine
more broken promises
and shattered dreams
another piece of my heart
ripped and torn to shreds
answer me this;
are you happy now?
i never knew you'd find me by hushed-lullabies, literature
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i never knew you'd find me
i thought boys like you
only existed in novels or films
or inside my head
boys who say things like
'i love you more than water loves the beach'
and talk about kissing every inch of me
if you are from a novel
that makes you my augustus, no doubt
i only hope you'll never fade away
our moments exist only in my head at the moment
planning our time together, slowly counting down
awaiting the day i'll finally be in your arms
believe me when i say you're perfect
inside, outside, and every other way
at the very least, perfect for me
my heart's grown rather fond of you
we both enjoy your company immensely
and hope you decide to stay for awhile
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to the end of the earth
if you should die
before the right time
i would hope the world
would stop spinning
and start crumbling away
until gravity was nonexistent
and i would run to the edge
until my feet lifted off the ground
and i was united with you once more
i'm a fallen angel
with cracked wings and a bleeding heart
trying to rise above the hell
i fight with everyday
a beacon of hope
in others' darkness
fighting til the end
even if i fall along the way
i hope God still wants me
even after all the wrong i've done
we're back in delicate city drinking raspberry lattes like it's summer and nothing ever happened. your mother let you come outside to smell the yellow-colored roses in shop windows and reflect over the glazed smell of baking in the morning. she doesn't know i'm here. we sit on benches and chain smoke virginia slims like pastors' wives.
"where've you been?" i ask you.
"busy, i guess. hardly seeing anyone. but look, i'm progressing. i want you to know that."
raspberry, sticky-sweet, drips down our throats. it's been forever, lifetimes almost, since you first turned on me, tried hitting me like i was the reason you were suffering. the flash o
Your eyes
glimmering like gold,
and I,
with lips of fire,
issue
an eternal vow
unto
your waiting heart:
My soul for yours.
The sunrise
has finally wrought
our fate,
your love,
budding like a lotus,
is mine
if your fingers
can but find
their place within my own.
Take the leap,
fall
to where only I
may catch
and you shall discover
the infinity
of true devotion
in
the unbound shape
of us.
When I kiss you
everything
makes sense for the duration,
my heart trembles
with the same urgency
as my hands
grab onto you,
pulling you closer
so that we might engage,
become entangled,
lose sight of where I end
and you begin.
Every single time
our skin collides
I can feel,
just as you can sense,
that we
are bound together
the way
that stars are born of brilliance
yet conceived
in the endless darkness
and we too
ignite
in a perfection constellation.
Choices
that mean everything
are never easy,
but you chose me already,
I can see it
every time I fall
deeper
into your smoky eyes
where you long
to hold me,
where I long to linger
like your kiss
she's taking a long walk
off a short pier
just like they told her to
with rocks tied to her feet
in hopes of finding a new world
deep at the very bottom
unless the sharks catch her first
ripping her apart with teeth
sharper than the razorblades
she used on her arms
creating new scars for each harsh word
but either way her soul
will find its way home
far above this wretched planet
back among the stars
where her thoughts always dwelled
i really, really love supernatural now in case anyone was wondering and wants to talk to me about it uwu i actually miss a looot of people from this site
so i'm never really on this site anymore honestly other than to check messages and i don't really go on any chat crap anymore because i'm lazy so if anyone really misses talking to me from here that i'm like super close to, i'm willing to give you my phone number so we can text and stay in touch. i only like to text i hate, hate, hate talking on the phone aside from like 4 people and that's not even exaggerating. so if you want to keep in touch with me here's everything you can reach me at/with that i'm more active on
phone number: note me
skype: kari42992. if you're gonna add me, please tell me who the hell you are. i got some requests from
She is in SERIOUS need of money guys! She'll be evicted if she doesn't get help soon and now her bird is sick. PLEASE spread this around she hasn't gotten any money yet! https://suicune.deviantart.com/journal/i-need-help-377542063